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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2013|11:35 pm]
Cemil Bilici
I'm bored. Maybe it's just me being super tired but I don't even know anymore. I'm feeling a lot of worn out and sleepy, and just things that I want to do and try to accomplish seem pretty far away.

The odd thing is that work today went pretty well. The script I wrote is getting pretty universally good reviews aside from some constructive criticisms. I just can't seem to want to do anything right now.

I did have this idea of writing a story about a murder mystery (it's a fantasy one, I always want to write fantasy). I enjoyed the idea thoroughly. Hopefully this doesn't descend into me rewriting the plot of Ultima 7. But I like the idea. It sounds fun. I've actually got a lot of genuinely good intellectual property that I've developed but just not done anything with. Which is stupid. I've dedicated my adult life to the pursuit of this, and I'm genuinely good at it. Somehow that's not enough. Or it's that the ease by which I believe I could do it just doesn't present the challenge for me anymore.

Still today was pretty damn great. Work went fine. Stupid people called in, we laughed and joked. I had fun at least. Today I was at the gym with my friends -- who are basically my partners in life forever -- and we trained. I acquitted myself very well. I have nothing to feel bad about at all right now.

Tomorrow is going to be similarly great. I'm going to my friends mum's house tomorrow who is a terrific cook. By which time she will have spent the entire day cooking masterfully created meals and I will partake in delicious free food. Lasagna, a rib-eye log. A fantastic risotto. Some delicious German thing. I'm going to stuff my face, it's going to be glorious.

Eh so I'm over feeling a little shitty. How was your day?
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(no subject) [May. 7th, 2013|08:41 pm]
Cemil Bilici
Hi guys you should all click on this very confronting link.
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2013|07:47 am]
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Having slept on yesterday's post it's occurred to me that last nights post was ill advised. I may have offended a few people, and maybe been unfair. Ironic since I had implicated others of the same after taking umbrage with their language.

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Weasel language [Mar. 25th, 2013|11:28 am]
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Hi Internet,

If you dog pile someone from a socially accepted unassailable position of strength you are not a hero. Particularly if you engage in dissent shaming and complain about people being mindless. Then go on to imply that this person is engaging in behaviour, or in this case thinking, that contributes to a pretty damn serious issues like sexism.

We all have opinions and different points of view. White Man Shaming is as evil as slut shaming. I could give a fuck about the frequency. It's just as evil and you're just as guilty as people from 1950 who treated women as non persons. Wait till 2060 when society catches up with YOU.

I welcome the opportunity to engage in discourse with you.

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(no subject) [Feb. 11th, 2013|07:29 pm]
Cemil Bilici
I JUST HAD AN AWESOME IDEA...

Too bad it's for a character I know longer play on a MUSH I don't have a character for, for a plot that happened years ago! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN?
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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2013|09:33 pm]
Cemil Bilici
Through some dread sorcery I found this pile of ridiculous bile but couldn't get through the psuedo-intellectualism of the actual content of the post. What hilarity I drew was the echo chamber of the comments section. As I was reading it I recognised a lot of material that I've used in the past:

This is what it's like to overhear the opinions of Irregulars back when they got mad at the world. Literally. I used those same lines in a piece of fiction. It's astounding to see how our collaborative writing efforts mimicked actual reality in so stunning a way.

I'm now of the opinion that Leo wrote this as a troll piece and made sure Degraine saw it so he would foam at the mouth for our amusement.
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2013|07:14 am]
Cemil Bilici
If you say Degraine's post you won't need much info. This is basically the Street that I work on today. That street to the right is Collins street, where I work not very far from this corner of Elizabeth and Collins street. Kinda neat huh.

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Adventure Time [Jan. 17th, 2013|02:27 pm]
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And my overbearing arrogance of opinion...

The last time I posted, it was self indulgent and an expression of want. Now I deliver an expression of intent. Hopefully without being an overbearing prick.

I am bored with the current meta of fist fights and blow jobs. The fight the boss, punch said boss in the face and present your narrative ePeen for servicing (upgrades, validation and vindication) scheme has created a tiresome environment for me.

I wish to go back to being an adventurer who carves storylines through the wilderness. So I'm going hiking. Anyone wanna come with?

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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2013|01:36 am]
Cemil Bilici
I have spent the evening with some very good friends. I very much enjoy spending my time with such very good friends. I had them over for dinner and then we went out for drinks, and dancing.

Several fucks were given.
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2012 [Jan. 1st, 2013|08:55 pm]
Cemil Bilici
Was not the best year in the history of being me. But that's all behind me, and now I'm here in 2013. Alright. Let's do this.
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